Words to my younger self
2020 has been a rollercoaster of a year. It feels like with each progressing month another level of Jumanji is reached. This year was one I had so many plans for, particularly this summer, the summer I was to graduate and finally become a doctor after 8 years of university. There were times in the previous years where I just wished I was finished; I wished I was graduating already. At times I envied those graduating whatever year it might have been.
As the saying (or the pussycat dolls song) goes, be careful what you wish for, because you just might get it. In April 2020, my wish came true. The circumstances however were those beyond what my mind could even imagine, a virus taking countless lives, keeping loved ones apart, sweeping the globe.
If you told me three months ago that today, as I’m writing this post, I would be in my first working week as an employed doctor? I would not have believed you. Three months ago I had only just written my finals, celebrated with travel, well, I came home to a different world than when I stepped on the plane to leave.
Class of Covid-19 as I like to affectionately call us, has been called up for duty. Who knew a global pandemic chose the year in which I was due to qualify to make its entrance into the world. I write this open letter to my younger, student, self and other medical students (both current and future) to say this.
Don’t wish away where you are now, because tomorrow might not be what you expect. Each season in life has its purpose. The times I cried because I didn’t get any offers to study medicine? Well they led to me finding joy in Midwifery. The days when I worried how I would pass my exams, study and find go to work; they led me to be resourceful and manage my time. Not everyone believes in fate, or in destiny but I believe all those times and moments where leading up to this season, starting as a doctor in the most extraordinary of circumstances. These days will be written about in the history books and we are living through them.
There is a lot of uncertainty for medical students and those that were planning to apply this coming September. There is restructuring of exams, cancelled placements, virtual lectures and other socially distanced changes. Take all the anxiety and worry that might come with the uncertainty and consider this an opportunity.
Take hope and comfort in where you are now, for it is preparing you for where you might be tomorrow. Don’t wish away the experiences you are having, embrace the hurdles because they train you to jump higher. I know it is easy for me to say because now I am at the other end of this journey but with every ending there is a new beginning, different challenges, more lessons.
More on early provisional registration of final year medical students and its impact on medical students
Covid-19: medical schools given powers to graduate final year students early to help NHS
Joint statement: early provisional registration for final year medical students
The Impact of COVID-19 on Medical Education







